Hello my loves
Its been a while since I posted, I have been crazy busy with school and working full-time, it is so hard to find any free time right now. But I shouldn’t make excuses this is just all part of life. There are times that we get so busy or just stuck in a routine that we become robots. We are like programmed machines, doing the same thing day in and day out. I don’t know about you all but that is just terrible, I despise it. Life isn’t meant to be lived in the same place, with the same daily schedule. We are meant to grow, explore new thing, the world has so much to offer if we would only allow ourselves to open our souls to new experiences. I believe that in order for us to be the best possible version of ourselves we must open our hearts and souls to allow people , experience, positivity enter our bodies. I don’t know about you guys but I am so sick of this war on the human race going on. When will it stop?
Why must we hate people so deeply simply because we don’t understand them. I truly believe that the reason there is so much hate in this world is a product of fear and ignorance. How can we hate someone we don’t understand, maybe we were conditioned to think this way. At a certain point in our lives we must take control of our own minds and not let others influence us (now I am not saying we can’t have role models). I use to be a by product of ignorance myself, and I am ashamed us this. There was a point in my life I separated myself from everyone of my acquaintances, I took time to get to know me, really discover the person I wanted to be, without having anyone influence my decisions or thinking. I became friends with people I never thought I would, I learned so much about who I didn’t want to become , I was tired of pretending to be someone I wasn’t. I think a lot of my depression and anxiety came from hiding myself for so long. I still have moments where I hold back when I am around certain people, but I am learning to slowly let go of my insecurities. It amazes me how much I learn and experience by opening up to people that are not the same age as me, that have different religious view, political views that are from a different part of the country or another country. By not being so negative and having a small mind I saw the world through another persons perspective. When I let people into my little world, I discover I am not all that different.
It is a beautiful thing to not have hate in your heart. The world is in desperate need of people that are lover, healers, peacemakers. I want to challenge you all to do one random act of kindness a day. We all have something so special to give to this world and sometimes we let the fear of judgement stop us from showing our true self, I want to encourage all of you to stop that. Stop being afraid that you will be judged, that people will look at you and think you are a weirdo or a freak. Those individuals are just scared, they are scared of how bright you shine, you will never find happiness until you set yourself free. Set yourself free from fear, anger, societies norms. Allow yourself to be beautifully weird, and welcome others to your circle of madness.
–Ride the energy of your unique spirit my loves